Hope
It’s around four past in the morning.I am a litlle busy in mugging up some rubbish stuffs to get through one of the dovetail exams in order to ensure that my job does not get out of my hand.I was radomly rambling through the corridor,thinking about my present and consolidation required to touch my dreams.Suddenly I emabrked on to explore,by going down the memory lane, all those stupidity I made to ensure to remain detached from what I wanted.It may be anything.So,felt like going for a write up ,in between glimpsing through the materials.This space has been mostly acquired by either some random thoughts or the feline.Today I will envisage the latter.I was deeply embarrassed due a poor show I put up in this CAT.So,tried to look back those route causes which helped(rather daunted) me not to get the coveted call I aspired.I was switched off and was completely shut down for a few days and then somehow mustered the courage to pile of all those stuffs I had.During this postmortem,which should be done a few months back(my bad!!), I understood it was due to a lot of callousness for which I was unable to get the full use of those materials.When I saw the huge stack of undone concepts or an array of delayed work,I felt that still there are a lot of scope of improvement.I cannot say mastery over all concepts is impossible,those sky-rocketing scores of SamX and Aravind are testimony of facts.It’s impossible to replicate the same if you are lagging behind in one area.Be it reading abstracts with the prerequisite speed or even cracking those lengthy DI within a min or some conic problems or say like algebra anywhere no loophole is allowed.It’s more about hard work to plug those draconian holes you have, with a continual improvement and dedication.If you have just one dream and feel others are nonsense or if some of them already lost importance in your eyes then the importance of craking all these with a lot of fun cannot be denied to seal your fate in the top most position you have setteled for yourself.You call it whatever you want.Call it a redemption or insurgence or even can say myself arrogant enough but I feel I have not given it my all.Somehow it helps me going.One day,hopefully,when I will be a coffie junky and shall be passing those long nights in my dream place, I will get back to these posts.Certainly, I would feel nostalgic.This accident of time shall remain.These days of dreams shall remain forver.Anyway,as I have started this post with a hope then let me end it wih it too.
“Hope is a good thing,may be the best of the things and no good thing ever dies.”
Now time I get back to my desk to finish all those futile elements before the morning starts.
